Wow
I go to bed and the next morning I wake up, and Autistic Hedgehog is over 300 followers! Yay!
Excuse me, I'mma go sway now.
I go to bed and the next morning I wake up, and Autistic Hedgehog is over 300 followers! Yay!
Excuse me, I'mma go sway now.
[If you get to smile
I get to flap]
Mod note: Anonymous creation.
And yeah, allistics have a tendency to be very caught up in the “right” way to express emotions. Some people laugh or smile when they’re happy. Some people flap or sway. There’s nothing wrong with any of those.
(Er…or is swaying just a me thing? I don’t think I’ve ever seen another autistic person who sways when they feel good. Anyone?)
[“Don’t touch me”
Means don’t fucking touch me!]
Recently I posted an anon Hedgehog that said “Don’t touch me” doesn’t mean I hate you. And this is very much the truth for autistic people.
But also, lately I’ve seen far too many autistics on tumblr talking about how when they tell people they don’t like to be touched, people do it anyway. Sometimes people even do it more. That is so fucked up, I made this Hedgehog.
Touching people without their permission is bad enough. Purposefully touching people even more when they’ve explicitly stated they don’t like it is positively despicable. Do not be that person.
Also, a screencap of something I found in Google’s cache of the autism tag.
Mod note: For anyone who wasn’t here at the time and is wondering, Hatilda is the person who I referenced in a couple of my October 5th Hedgehogs.
Although this isn’t the rant in question, this is a good example of the way she talks. I’d rather not rehash her nonsense too deeply, because most of it was hurtful and triggering, but I will say this: Take this rant, turn it up to 12, and squeeze in as much ableism as you possibly can, and you have some idea of what she was on about. And yes, she did say autistics are incapable of recognizing others as sentient beings in said now deleted rant. I didn’t pull that particular Hedgehog out of thin air.
http://purplewowies.tumblr.com/post/32936049220/fuck-people-who-think-that-disabled-kids-are
I know this is the one that sparked it all. Still trying to see if I can find the actual post. Did she rant after an ask? Or in her own little post?
Mod note: That would be the person in question, yes (the one from the October 5th Hedgehogs). And she had several rants after that.
I've gone into catatonia-like states during my most extreme meltdowns. My body will go completely rigid, and if I try to speak, it will come out as squeaks or strange growls. In most, I tend to have trouble speaking but can generally move around. And in others, I yell and punch holes in walls. These are caused by prolonged exposure to triggers or stress that I'm not able to get away from (like noises or money stress). Depression and anxiety certainly do not help.
Trying to answer questions today but honestly, I didn’t sleep much with the anxiety from the election last night, so I’m pretty wiped out today. Really struggling to be coherent, so I don’t know how much I’ll get to.
Re: motor & speech shutdowns. When I'm incredibly upset, I lose speech for awhile. That's pretty typical for me. But sometimes, when things get REALLY bad, moving becomes nigh on impossible. When that happens, it's always in conjunction with speech shutdowns. It may just be depression-related, but I've noticed the motor shutdown in relation to empathy overload as well...
I lose control over my speech when in heading into a meltdown - I can only manage disjointed words or noises, and I can barely speak at all when in the middle of a meltdown. My motor control is usually okay, though my hands shake when I get overloaded and I can find it difficult to move. (Also I get your thing with needles. I have to have a blood test every year because I'm diabetic, and I hate it. One time four people had to hold me down.)
So you made a hedgehog on October 5th with regards to a post elsewhere being genuinely horrid, I feel like raging at something and when I clicked the link, the post had been removed. Could you perhaps provide a mirror, I feel like having something to yell at and it seems like whatever it was would make an exceptional target.
I’m actually not sure if I can provide a mirror. Anyone remember the oh-so-charming Hatilda and her disgusting rant against autistic people? Anyone have a screen cap or anything? She appears to have taken the post down.
Not that I would recommend actually reading the thing.