To the job anon: I almost quite college in my final semester due to almost completely shutting down (I don't really melt as much as shut down), and I had a really hard time at my first job as well. I pushed through both, but I do think it was detrimental to me emotionally and i'm still recovering a few years later. Anyway, my advice is to not be concerned over the "type" of job in terms of making sure it is grown up, or a career, or something other people will think is strange. I used to be (p1)
(p2) an assitant baker in a tiny shop, but I quite for a grown up job with benefits and whatever so i could get an apartment and be adult. And I almost had a nervous breakdown. If you are happiest and most comfortable making McFlurries at McDonalds, or moving mulch at a nursery, or driving a semi truck, or being a telemarketer, just do that. I think finding an environment and a group of people who do make you comfortable will make you the happiest. I hope that makes sense. Good luck!