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Writing Again and My Inbox

Whoa. Here I am trying to get to some of my (still overburdened) inbox and Tumblr is like “Oh hai, I’m gonna screw the pooch now, ‘kay?” and um, no, Tumblr, no that is not okay. I’m trying to keep people updated here. 

I’ve still got quite a lot of inbox catching up to do, some of which I need time to think about to formulate my answers and just…just you know, there’s a lot and I’m way behind. 

I also have research to finish, and I’ve started writing again. Finally. Oh man, I don’t even think I can describe how good it feels to be writing again. I ended up doing way more today than I intended and now my brain is like “Zommmmmmbbbiiiiesss….” or something. No, wait…Um, anyway, my failed attempts at abstract jokes aside, I need to restructure my schedule so I can get things done, and the fact that I’m writing again does mean I might be a bit slower to get to things. But I will get to it.

I may end up closing down the mailbox for a day or two if I feel like I need to; we’ll see. In the meantime, I just wanted to let everyone know what’s up. Maybe I’m just being overanxious, but I like to keep y'all updated, because I’m not ignoring anyone or anything (or not trying to, anyway). It’s just sometimes I take a couple days off, or I’m dealing with too much crap, or I need some time to gather my thoughts, which is why I go silent occasionally.

(And as you can maybe see from how incoherent this post is, I’m not at the top of my game after a full day of work, so there are definitely questions I shouldn’t be answering right now.)

Has anyone ever considered making a 'Non-Autism $peaks' style video? People talking about how demanding and needy their non-autistic kids are, and their siblings lamenting how empty their inner minds must be that they constantly need social interaction, but they have such a beautiful soul anyhow! And 'Non-Autism Speaks' can spend tons of money on a machine that insists on looking you in the eye to show how terrible it is to have a non-autistic child, and so on.

There’s actually a blog called Allism Speaks on tumblr which parodies Autism $peaks in such a way. A video of that nature could definitely be amusing, though it would, sadly, be overrun with allistics who don’t get the joke. 

Lol nobody thinks YOU are nice.

Anonymous

Random anon hate in my inbox is random. Also boring. Seriously, haters, that’s the best you’ve got? You’re so far out of your league, it’s embarrassing. 

Do you know of any autistic people who do vlogs? I've tried searching on Youtube, but I've only ever found videos done by parents of autistics, not autistics themselves.

Anonymous

I’m not really a Vlog watching kind of hedgehog, but I did do a little Googling and came up with Arman Khodaei. Now I don’t know anything about him, but Googling on him doesn’t reveal anything immediately negative and it sounds like he’s got his head on straight, but my followers may know differently.

If anyone else knows of vlogging autistics, let me know. 

I have an assessment for Autism on the 30th and I'm extremely nervous. Any advice? :/

Anonymous

I myself had my assessment when I was only nine, so I don’t remember much about how it works, I’m afraid. I know some of my followers have had assessments much more recently than I have, though. Anyone got some advice for our fellow hedgehog to help them on their way? 

[Defeat Autism Now!
Relax! I’m not a boss monster in a JRPG!]
But if I was, I’d be load-bearing, and you’d have 30 seconds to escape the extremely large, labyrinthine building you found me at the center of.
Seriously, of all the autism groups that teamed up to form Autism $peaks, Defeat Autism Now! has always been the one with the name that creeps me out the most. Not cure, not treat, defeat, as if autism is some hulking boss monster in a JRPG (Japanese role-playing game, for those of you not in the know). It’s spine-shivering hyperbole of Orwellian proportions. 
The implications terrify me. The idea that who I am, that something integral to my very personality, is a thing that needs defeating, is staggering. Autism is not a disease. Despite the ableist fucks who compare it to cancer, AIDS and cystic fibrosis, it’s not an illness; it’s simply a difference. The idea that differences need to be erased and defeated…that is the nightmarish rhetoric from which the most horrific dystopias are born. And right now, entire groups of people are out there pushing for one. 
Much scarier than any boss monster I ever faced down. 

[Defeat Autism Now!

Relax! I’m not a boss monster in a JRPG!]

But if I was, I’d be load-bearing, and you’d have 30 seconds to escape the extremely large, labyrinthine building you found me at the center of.

Seriously, of all the autism groups that teamed up to form Autism $peaks, Defeat Autism Now! has always been the one with the name that creeps me out the most. Not cure, not treat, defeat, as if autism is some hulking boss monster in a JRPG (Japanese role-playing game, for those of you not in the know). It’s spine-shivering hyperbole of Orwellian proportions. 

The implications terrify me. The idea that who I am, that something integral to my very personality, is a thing that needs defeating, is staggering. Autism is not a disease. Despite the ableist fucks who compare it to cancer, AIDS and cystic fibrosis, it’s not an illness; it’s simply a difference. The idea that differences need to be erased and defeated…that is the nightmarish rhetoric from which the most horrific dystopias are born. And right now, entire groups of people are out there pushing for one. 

Much scarier than any boss monster I ever faced down. 

[“Autistics are the nicest people you’ll ever meet because they don’t know how to hate people.”
Yes, because we’re actually made out of magical hate-proof fairy dust instead of water, electricity and skin cells like everyone else.]
Could we just…stop with this kind of nonsense, please? Autistic people are people. Like any other people, we can (and do) learn hate, and we learn all kinds of hate. Okay? It really is just that simple. Occam’s Razor: Autistic people are people and people can hate so autistic people can hate. 
There we go. We can stop this silliness now. 

[“Autistics are the nicest people you’ll ever meet because they don’t know how to hate people.”

Yes, because we’re actually made out of magical hate-proof fairy dust instead of water, electricity and skin cells like everyone else.]

Could we just…stop with this kind of nonsense, please? Autistic people are people. Like any other people, we can (and do) learn hate, and we learn all kinds of hate. Okay? It really is just that simple. Occam’s Razor: Autistic people are people and people can hate so autistic people can hate. 

There we go. We can stop this silliness now. 

I'm so mad. As I was driving home this morning, I saw a van that had written all over it, in blue paint, Autism Speaks propaganda and stuff about autism awareness month, and getting "justice" for their 6-year-old son. The buzzwords they used made it obvious that these people drank the friggin' kool aid. I felt like I got a momentary glimpse at someone allowing their own son's future to be compromised in the name of self-martyrhood. I wish I could have helped the kid somehow.

…justice!?

What even…justice!? Justice from what? How? I just…I do not get allistic people sometimes, I really don’t. 

I don’t blame you for being mad. And I understand wanting to help their kid. Though frankly, I admire your self-restraint. I’m not sure I’d have been able to resist the urge to get out of my car and take my keys to the sides of the Eugenicsmobile. Maybe find something sufficiently sharp to take out the tires. 

Since We’re on the Topic of Autistic Characters Anyway

As we’re talking about this as it is, I thought I’d ask y'all something.

For the past few weeks I’ve been working pretty hard, doing world and foundation building for a science fiction novel starring an autistic main character. Though I do want to address the nature of the way society treats neurodivergence, it’s not meant to be a novel just about the Issues of being autistic, and is in fact supposed to be entertaining space opera. Because it really gets tiresome only seeing canonically autistic characters when it’s all about Issues (and/or stereotypes).

It’s meant for an adult audience (because fuck the idea that autism only occurs in children) and while I’m hoping to keep it from being too magic-tech (like Star Wars) I want to keep the science light enough to appeal to readers who don’t normally enjoy science fiction. Though at the same time I want it to have enough science that only the nerdiest of nerdcore will think there’s not enough. But I’m digressing.

My point is, seeing some of the views of autistic characters and representation in media, how do y'all feel about this? My character is female and actually has a job I don’t think would be, stereotypically, expected of an autistic character. Do some of you still feel uncomfortable with the idea of her being explicitly autistic, or would it bother you less since I am, myself, autistic?

Re: autistic characters, I prefer them when the writers didn't write them as autistic, because usually characters written to be autistic are very stereotypical (and also mostly male characters).